The first place that comes to mind when I think of us is our sunset spot. Not just our specific sunset spot but every single sunset I see I think of you. From dating, to I love you, to random days just spent together watching the sunset, it's impossible not to see a sunset and think of the only thing more beautiful.
I vividly remember trying to get closer to you while painting your car - while also not drawing something shitty and fucking up your car. I was so nervous and anxious when you asked to take the pic in front of the car, and every single time I think back to it I still get that jittery feeling in my stomach. It's hard not to considering how perfect you are.
So much research went into this initial date. Tiktok scourging, google searching, pinterest seeking. I was really trying to impress you, in hindsight a pumpkin patch might have not been the best idea but I hope it worked in the moment.
I loved this date so much - mendo in the back of the car, blankets, pillows, view, timing. Everything about this night was so incredibly perfect and I accredit that completely to you.
I remember sitting out in the front room waiting for what felt like hours while Juj was doing your hair. One by one Annika and Noelle came out while I was still waiting, and I can clearly remember the astonishment I had when I saw your dress for the first time. Your makeup was perfect, hair was gorgeous, and your dress was so perfect. Can't forget our sleepover after.
Being away from you is the absolute hardest thing in the world. With that said, breaking the long distance and visiting each other is one of the best feelings in the world, and that first visit was so amazing. I can't wait for every day to be just like that first visit.
If it were up to me we'd be having dinner at sea spice, after staying in that hotel, and seeing you in that dress every single night for the rest of our lives. Seeing you so happy just brought me so much joy. I remember when we pulled up and you said "I don't think its this place." I don't think I've ever stressed more in my life.
I thought you'd be killing yourself the entire time when my mom told us what that dinner actually was. I had no clue until she told the both of us. And then we won the entire thing. Thanks for making it so special for me
Wow. Just wow. We're going to have Broadway season tickets. I can't wait to see so many shows with you. New York was so perfect with you but Broadway was just wow.